This day, I am Out!

The way I am slipping away is not even in my control. 

The moment I feel odd, the moment I feel outcasted, the moment I feel unimportant, the moment I feel secondary, 

I leave. 

Directly always 

But a slow process. 

In the mind, I am out in that instant you made me feel so. 

Superficially, it takes some time. 

I move away from everything I used to be. 

Even before you realize my step, I disappear. 

Selfish af and self-centered brute, I am.

She doesn't stay once she is off-beat. 

Irrespective of the love and concern she has,

In spite of the way she feels, 

She choose to be alone;

A way she most crave for,

A way she is.