I do not know what to call this!

What to call this empty space?

What to call this void?

What to call this state?

What to call this feel?

What to call this processing?

What to call this inner talks?

What to call this internal conflicts?

What to call this confusion? 

What to call this fog? 

What to call this muddiness? 

What to call this?

Change? 

Transition?

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