Where am I?

I stand in the middle

Having equidistant from both-

A feeling of awe in being back to roots

And an obvious missing of what being accustomed to for a long;

Between the enjoyment of nature's glory 

And absence of city's hassle;

In confusion sitting in the space 

To be in this open space 

Or to be in the crowd;

Since I stand in the balance

Contemplating where to look and what to look at

Along with what it may accompany me,

Since the responsibility of the choice is mine only.

What to look at is at my disposal. 

Where?