An Incomplete Story

Even when I put an end to it
I can't put an end to it.
It hurts in although we are not meant to be
But who knows.
It's paining to together but more pain is inflicting
even on the thought to part.
Is this love then?
Unable to distinguish what is to be done and what not
Still breaking into pieces whence you left.
I was the one who pushed you away
You acted out my words, my wish
But what about the inner desires!!
Who listens to that?
Who cares?
I'm screaming
In my silence.
Nobody will hear my cry
Even you are not able to.
Then who would be?
Lonely soul, now left alone.
What are your thoughts?
What all passed through in your mind
from the moment I asked to part,
What all are your feelings, your emotions...
You want to say something?
Anything?
I don't want to hear any of that
And I don't want to change this decision of mine.
But I want to listen to you,
To your thoughts on this.
I do care
But I should not
But I do
And this is Me.
I'm like this
Made up of contradictions.
Yes, this is the way I'm.
I'm sorry I'm not sorry if it hurts
But this is the way it should end.