Right Now

Now, right now!
At this particular moment
I don't know what I feel
Not even aware of why I'm writing it down.
Where it flows, let me see.
Most of the time, I'm blank
My mind becomes a blank space
White or black
I don't even know that
But when asked,
No idea how,
I go on for a while.
What's next?
I'm thinking,
Trying to.
Not even a plain surface!
What's in!!


Is this also a space
Where you feel calm and peace,
Unhaunted by ghosts
To disturb and distract the being
To live in the moment
Unaffected
By the going-ons of the around?
Nevertheless, now as I note it down,
These thoughts passed in.
Does that not mean
I was lying when I said
My mind is blank?

Yet, there exist no time and space
Where one is being in the being,
Being-ing the being?

To let away the pondering,
To cast away the thinking,
To discard the imagination,
To ensure a live in the moment,
Beings need to focus the locus
Into the self,
The inward one.
Delve into into it,
Dwell upon it,
Unfathomable it is.
Constant and consistent conscious efforts
May put you at a point
After which you find
Nothing to concern about.
Whence you start living
Living the life
That which Is there for you.