Just for Once!

I want to feel home.
My search goes on...
I have never felt home
Neither in people nor at any place.
I won't stop- till I find it somewhere,
Till then I will go wild.
I want someone to understand me,
Someone who cares,
Somebody who says I can understand what you are trying to communicate,
I want at least one who tells me-
There is no need for you to explain,
You can say and do what you want without explaining it.
Yes, I want one who understands me without I myself being explained;
I want to feel and be home.
I am going crazy this way
I do not know how long this travel would go,
I don't know how much time it would take,
I don't know when I am going to feel home, finally.

Detached emotionally, living under the same roof though a family
Sometimes kill me with so much frustration.
I get angry for being in this kind of a situation.
I question my own perspectives,
I question why?
At least once, I want to feel home.
This is my thirst, my want, my need-
The freedom to be myself:
Without being questioned,
Without being judged,
Without being complained,
Without being looked down,
Without being alienated,
Without being misunderstood,
Without being cut off,
Without being blamed,
Without being disliked,
But,
With love,
With concern,
With care,
With understanding,
With respect,
With kindness,
With compassion.
I crave that kind of a feeling
Feeling loved for the whole me,
For who I am,
"Just Once".